Moving or the ‘Move’
Well, the first big move in my life is from my hometown to
big City ‘Hanoi’ when I was 19 years old after finish high school.
The second one is moving from Hanoi to new city. In many
ways people move for many reasons we moved because of some personal reasons. So
stressful, tired and unhappy. New city where is more boring than big city, no friends…..
After one year, we built a new house for our family. Let our
son settle in new city, go to new school and get to know new friends. It seems
to be easy to talk but it was so difficult for us especially for me – myself.
We will start our life here with blue sky next to the beach
and sunshine when I am tired and feel exhausted I can go to the beach just
lying down and think nothing. As my husband always talks to me ‘no one can make
you happy except yourself’ or he uses his theory ‘half – full or half –empty’
To be frankfly, I was depression for the first six month
when we just come to new place. There are many reasons: feeling unfair, feeling
lonely and feeling unhappy… I have to
fight every single day to be better. I
want to give my son a better life and I want to give our family a happy family.
It seems to be I am doing well in the last six months.
When every bad things came to you in the same time it made
you feel really exhausted and unfair but the only way you can do is ‘not give
up on the life, I think life is great just need to find the way to get it’.
Movings are always stressful and you need time to get use to
it.
